My dear gorgeous prince...

I always have this on my mind…
But don’t know why it was so hard to transferred them to you
Perhaps my biggest fear of losing you
Maybe that’s why
But then again I think of it
Just like what I’m thinking of right now…
Like I always think every time
That I love you too much
And that thing is killing me right now
But then again I feel of it
For the truth I can tell right now…
Just like I feel right now
Just like what I always feel…
I DO REALLY LOVE YOU
I DID CHOOSE YOU
Believe it or not!
But now I’m not in that position to have the right to choose
You’re the man now dear…
And you chose it
You made the decision n you didn’t choose me
So now I’m just doing what I must do though I never want to
But you’ve made me to do so

I let you to have me...I would let you to have both me n other...
It won’t hurt me either...Coz...Of I love you so much...
(Still it’s killing me…huhu…)
But it is hurting somebody else…”that nice girl beside you”...

I should’ve felt hate and sick of you doing these to me…
But my biggest part in my heart just wants to love you
And they’re the part who kills my hate

I couldn’t believe you 100% whether you did ever love me or not…
Coz you have the right to jerk me off
But I still believe in my heart…
Anyway…thanks for everything…
for me to have the most gorgeous moment with you
It will be a décor in my heart for whole my life…


Relax dear I won’t make you bothered...


Love, Davina